I'm very very tired today, i just got home.
I was hang out in the lobby with ike, we just watched the cooking movie.
I kind of scare to go back to my apartment, i'm just afraid to open my computer and find out the truth of him
I don't know what is he thinking about me right now. even i don't feel really hurt, but i really want to forget about him as soon as i can.
I know he say hallo to me yesterday and this morning too, but it doesn't mean that he still love me.
It's ok with me ...
I think i just have to take some rest now without opening my msn.
He might be enjoying talk with his new girl friend now.

ok ... it's time to go to sleep ...
goodnight everyone :)