I don't have any idea what's going on with me now.
I feel free without hen, i know ... it's probably when i still together with him, I didn't understand what did he want, everything seems confused to me.
I don't even know what i have to do with him. i have to give more attantion to him, or i just bothering him.
but now, i don't have to worry anymore, i will not hurt him, i can on line and off line freely.
This might take just a short time, this is just my intermezo before i meet someone again, but now ...
i just want to free ... =)