Yesterday, i just found out something about via.
I spend the night at her place, i though she will like it but I was wrong.
She is totally distracted by me. I didn't know what she was actually saying to her sister,
but I saw her writting, even she tried to cross it out but I still can read it.
She was writting " Nginep, ganggu". I always know if she doesn't like something that I did to her,
but I always pretend that we all are a human being, sometime we don't feel comfortable with what other's do.

I don't know what should I do know. Her sister is in here now, She doesn't need me anymore.
She can survive without me ...
I think, i have to step back from all her life ...
I have to try everything by myself, only me, and if one day I failed, I won't regret,
because I do everything on my own.

...
I don't believe in friendship.